Attention Seeking Disorder

(Phone blog featuring Nicola Pollock)

Currently on the phone to my soul mate discussing the lack of privacy among people our age. What I mean by this is the amount of people who declare their "problems" and "issues" to the whole bloody world.

Shut the fuck up.

Majority of these people seem to be drawn other certain who have real problems of their own. I'm all for people venting however try do it in moderation and about things that actually matter or exist if possible.

TTFN.

Emotional retardation

Maybe its selective,

Maybe its to cope with having to second-handedly deal with your shit.

"Don't judge me," you say,

as your eyes slur around the room.

Your ranting now meaningless,

and your apologies pathetic.

The constant battle of trying to help,

whilst trying not to get infected.

How years have passed,

with no significant change.

Just more reasons,

as to why you are what you are.

My insides age,

Yet I am masked by youth.

A shell of skin fills the room,

But I am no longer present.

You took my life,

away from me.

As a compromise of being unable,

to take your own

Procrastination

Oweeee how year 12 is taking it's toll. The amount of stuff I should be doing (even as I write this) is endless. This week consists of a viscom sac, english oral and psychology era. Not to mention the deadline for my folios, its now less than four weeks. AND prep for mid year exams...WOOOOOO-HOOOOOOO!!

I figured out though, when I officially finish school...I believe it will be November 16th 2pm. This is the light at the end of the very long long long long long tunnel.

Anywho it's back to the books for me.

TTFN.