Attention Seeking Disorder

(Phone blog featuring Nicola Pollock)

Currently on the phone to my soul mate discussing the lack of privacy among people our age. What I mean by this is the amount of people who declare their "problems" and "issues" to the whole bloody world.

Shut the fuck up.

Majority of these people seem to be drawn other certain who have real problems of their own. I'm all for people venting however try do it in moderation and about things that actually matter or exist if possible.

TTFN.

Emotional retardation

Maybe its selective,

Maybe its to cope with having to second-handedly deal with your shit.

"Don't judge me," you say,

as your eyes slur around the room.

Your ranting now meaningless,

and your apologies pathetic.

The constant battle of trying to help,

whilst trying not to get infected.

How years have passed,

with no significant change.

Just more reasons,

as to why you are what you are.

My insides age,

Yet I am masked by youth.

A shell of skin fills the room,

But I am no longer present.

You took my life,

away from me.

As a compromise of being unable,

to take your own

Procrastination

Oweeee how year 12 is taking it's toll. The amount of stuff I should be doing (even as I write this) is endless. This week consists of a viscom sac, english oral and psychology era. Not to mention the deadline for my folios, its now less than four weeks. AND prep for mid year exams...WOOOOOO-HOOOOOOO!!

I figured out though, when I officially finish school...I believe it will be November 16th 2pm. This is the light at the end of the very long long long long long tunnel.

Anywho it's back to the books for me.

TTFN.

Ma Main Man

Well well well...its about time that I posted a blog about my loverrrr. Yes this man is the one and only Noel Fielding aka Vince Noir in The Mighty Boosh.

Previously roaming the stage as a stand up comedian he and his partner in crime Juilan Barrat now write TMB which is what you could call an acquainted taste. This eccentric Englishman struck my heart when I first noticed his quirky dress sense whilst watching an ep of his series and ever since our virtual marriage has been going strong.

Identity theft

Do you ever feel that someone is copying you in every way possible. Whether it be on purpose or not, it still gets to you. Soon enough your clothes,hair, taste even your friends become replicated by someone else and its as if your style isn't so unique anymore.

          
                                                                     TTFN.

Winter awaits and echoes her sorrow

Shadows dance under the moonlight

to the timeless song of love

The Garden of Eden now wilted and barren

the gods avenge with an eternal curse

She rides upon the wings of darkness

calling the names of the damned

Frozen in ice yet burning in flames

hollow hearts and empty hands

The keys to love have descended 

to the triple six below

Angels parade they're fear of love

Whilst the fallen remain bloody and lone

Internal scars bleed dry whilst

Winter awaits and echoes their sorrow

Shadows dance under the moonlight

to the timeless song of life

Now decrepit from the endless tomorrows

Who doesn't love a bit of Philosophy?

The people of today are rarely heard saying "This is my responsibility," or "These are my responsibilities." Instead they are heard exclaiming "This is my right", "These are my rights." We look at society and see greed and hatred. It is so simple for us to cast out the wrong doers, and point the blame in their direction. Yet shouldn't question ourselves as to who raised these people? Whose responsibility were they?

People are more concerned with their own security than other people's. People are more concerned with their wealth than well being. If modern day society is corrupt and toxic, then why are we blaming the portion of the world who contribute to such evil, because they had to start from somewhere.

This technology dominant generation, is the start of a new wave for man kind. We are so consumed with the material aspects of the world, and are forgetting how to properly live. Mankind's inability to connect and respect, is changing the world as we know. It has changed the world as we know. Change is how we began. Change is how we survived, and change is how we will diminish. We are at a crossroad of problems and each government is scrambling for a solution.

Soon it will be my generation's responsibility to care for the Earth. We need to resurrect the values and morals in order for future generations to survive.